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this is why

by Bennington

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IVA This song goes straight to the heart. Favorite track: Pallbearer.
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1.
Pallbearer 03:03
I told you to take off those dirty boots right before I cut you loose to roam around in my hear but you kept them laced up tight and you got me thinking twice about the times when we were wasted and now there's dancing on your skull And I'm sweeping up the dirt that you have knocked off of your souls for brief respite and better ways to feel at home And now I'm picking up your bones And I swear I heard you scream when you got down in real deep although I couldn't blame you cause there are thoughts hid up in there that are not meant to be shared I tried but I can't explain it cause you're the source, the explanation why you couldn't feel the love we tried to make it tough but you were tied up at the arm for brief respites and better ways to feel at home and now I'm picking up your bones
2.
bunker blues 05:33
I ain't goin' outside today I ain't goin' out I've been told by the news it's the least I could do so I'll take these bunker blues for now and work 'em on out
3.
Lost Dogs 04:30
I've been shut down made to sleep on the couch for being earnest and loud too often running my mouth I swear I tried to come home early but sometimes I just don't know how Try as I might, I still can't find the answer in the bottom of these bottomless rounds but there's got to be good times to be had and I won't stop until I've had my share. So now I'm stuck left with just the thoughts in my head of her hands wrapped around my sides with my chest used as a rest for her head good were the deeds but her words so unkind she took the lord's name in vain hit me with fury and spite I said "I'm sorry- you know I love you but would it kill you just to be polite?" Sincere her reply- said "boy that smile could kill me, but it ain't gonna fool me twice" now I can see we're at the end of the line I didn't realize too late was a time and now I'm stuck left with just the thoughts of her head in my hands right before I shook too hard forgot to cup the back of the neck Intentions beguiled- I'd never hurt nobody, does it count if I didn't try? the answer will lie between the rumors and whispers and the visions in the back of my mind now I can see I'm at the end of my line I guess I lost control when I squeezed too tight and now I'm stuck left without a second guess or another chance to quiet this ringing in my head so I try to keep alive the memory I have of her bare hands wrapped around my sides with my chest used as a rest for her head.
4.
permeable 05:25
I've got a confession a confession to make I was in your apartment you were fast asleep I climbed through your window I walked through your wall Hell your door was open so I came through the hall whichever way you prefer- I was there Your new decorations are hung photographs of places I've never been People that I've never met they're smiling at me I smile right back try to introduce myself but I know that those ears are deaf so here's to all that's left. here's to nothing at all well I tried my hand at some new resolutions but it's not me, or my mind's colluded I could shave my hair cut my face but it does nothing- i knew it never would I turned on your desk lamp I went through your drawers searching for evidence that once i was yours an old invitation a lovers request i remember going out- but i don't recall coming back. so here's to all that's left. here's to nothing at all
5.
Hold me down and get me back into your arms cause I've been out and raging up a regular storm screaming at the top of my lungs begging for myself to shut up just before I loose my control I think there's got to be a better way to give up but I still sing the same old song and I try to drive my point home that I'm never coming down- but if you want to- do just what you got to I won't say you never told me so Hold me down and get me back into your arms cause I've been hanging out and raging up a regular storm flailing with my legs and my arms breaking bottles tripping alarms just before I drown in self doubt I think there's got to be a better way to find out if we all connect at the core- and we're tugging on our strings to feel more; just searching for some light from the source to make it all go away- this joy, this beautiful pain, these nights that turn into days where I never closed my eyes. Hold me down. Get me back into your arms.
6.
L'chaim 04:33
To life! to indiscriminate future- a vanish point, a race from the start. two lines, one widened space, and a viewer- Who know’s why they began, All Hail! X Marks the spot! but it’s either too light or it’s too late; or it’s not mine; or it wouldn’t take. the timing’s too tight, and there’s no breaks. No re-try no mistake. If we make it just- right? we could be safe instead we’re giving up our chance to pass it on and and it feels like we’re giving it all away This place was all of ours before we dug the ground now we’re giving it all away The problem being not everything can be replaced, there won’t just be another chance, once we’ve given it all away New life, new clear and distant future A shape that grows to form' 
An energy that’s pure. Realize- essence demands it’s scripture; A downgrade to the word. Behold the deed is done. now it’s too late, and too light, the choice has been made, the door’s been shut behind and it’s not safe unless we all try; there’s too much at play stakes are too high. where there once was a choice now there’s a straight line where we’re passing on our chance to pass it on-feels like we’re giving it all away
7.
Red Balloon 03:25
My Red, My Red, My Red Balloon! I want to fly away with you My Red, My Red, My Red Balloon! I want to fly away with you Build a basket and attach it with some glue Fly away to some place over the moon See the world from a different point of view Just me up there in the air with my Red Balloon My Blue, My Blue, My Blue Suede Shoes! I want to dance around in you My Blue, My Blue, My Blue Suede Shoes! I want to dance around in you Loop the laces grab the tips, and pull them through Dance the two step or the Cha-Cha or skip to my lou I'm tapping my toes to the beat in my Blue Suede Shoes Yellow, Yellow, Yellow Kazoo! I want to buzz away with you Yellow, Yellow, Yellow Kazoo! I want to buzz away with you Pick a melody and hum it out of tune the same old song now to put you back in the same old mood sing along now sing Yodel-lay-ee-hoo I'm buzzing away all my days with my Yellow Kazoo My Red, My Red, My Red Balloon! I want to fly away with you

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released May 1, 2020

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Bennington Brooklyn, New York

Geoff Bennington lives in Brooklyn and makes Psychedelic Americana music with raspy vocals.

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